Right now, I'm in a sticky spot, where lots of little changes add up to big ones.
Right now, I'd rather nap, blog, or cook than rework this chapter. But I still would rather edit than clean, so I'm not completely hopeless.
Right now, I'm wondering why editing had to be so hard, and why there has to be so much of it, and why I can't enjoy it like some of my other writing friends do. Also, why I complain so much when I ultimately like writing stories. BUT. The editing. It will never be my favorite.
Right now, I know that's okay, and that I'll keep going anyway.
Right now, I want to say that I'm grateful for all of you, and for everything you've said about my recent blog slump. I want to say that I'm not going anywhere, but that things will be changing. I don't know what all those changes will be, but there's likely to be a makeover at the very least. Because a fresh look always helps.
Right now, despite struggles, I'm so happy.
Right now, I'm listening to "Joy To World" by Three Dog Night.
Right now, I'm going to rework this chapter, because it's my actual job. And that is a wonderful miracle.